cinta dalam aty

mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
mengagumi tanpa di cintai
tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu

telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah 
bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku
ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku
dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
dan ijinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejab saja

i hope u happy with her..
i hope she will made u felling good everyday..
i hope she know how to made u happy
i hope she can understand u
i hope she will stop made u felt in pain anymore
i pray for ur happiness
if i see u happy with her
it just enough for me


now.. i will running of alone again
i will keep on running til i tired
i will keep running to find a new sunshine in my life
good bye johor bahru, hello kedah... :)
i hope there is sunshine for me there
i think Allah heard my pray.
the person i miss damn much just cll me and said that him miss me badly
he will look after for me at kedah..
and he ask me would i love to be with him again..
and my answer for him 'awk da mkn?' 
i just wanna running of alone
i'm just afraid to be with any guys about this moment..
SOORRRYYYY.. 
my heart still felt the pain that u have done with me
my heart still felt pain with the another guy in here
 i just wanna keep on running again...............................................................

one little of tear

yesterday..
one little of my tear drop.
it hurt so much.
until today i still upset with it.
ya Allah.
kuat an smgt aq untuk menempuhi segala dugaan yg dtg pd aq saat nie
aq tawu sume ini brlaku atas dosa-dosa yg dulu
aq harap segala keperitan dan kesakitan yg aq alami akan berakhir segara.
semoga esok masih ad sinar bahagia untuk aq
owh btw,i miss u damn much someone out there,
i wish u were here beside me and hear everything
i miss everything about u
i hope u happy with her
i miss us before
not us in this situation
it hurt me badly
yesterday  = operation + lying + losing + crying + love

kehidupan

allah hanya akan memberi segala dugaan dan cubaan hanya untuk menguji keimanan org ue..
kite bersyukur dengan apa yang ada dan kenikmatan yang diberi olehNya..
ya allah,aq bersyukur kerana telah diberi cahaya yang aku cari slame nie..
cahaya yang memberi ketenangan dalam kehidupan aq..
aq manusia yang lalai dulu,,yang sentiasa ingkar dengan segala larangan yang engkau berikan..
kini,aq sedar.. dunia nie hanya sementara.. yang kekal adalah di sana..
aq masih berlari.. berlari megejar impian dalam kehidupan dan berlari untuk mencari kebahagiaan di akhirat.
kuat kan la iman aq ya allah...
sesungguhnya aku takut akan segala seksaan mu di akhirat kelak..aq ingin mendapat an buku rekod aq dariMU dari tangan kanan pada hari akhirat kelak..
i'll always hear this song to inspire me everyday..

jangan pernah menyerah :)

still running...

hey.. i'm still running..
now i'm learning something new..something that i can go away from that memories..
let the memories go away is the best solution i had rite now
start find a new memories..
u can make it..
just like my mama said.. breathe in a new memories and breathe out all the past memories..
the memories will fly away just like carbon dioxide going out when we breath out..
so,,i'm strong now.. strong enough..
hey u man,, sorry i can't accept u in my life now..
i'm just wanna lookig for someone else..
u did know me.. u should know me first before u wanna build a commitment with me
i'm just wanna running with a person who know me,means that really know me..
and can accept me whatever i am together..
so,, keep on running iera sunny till u find a suitable one.. :)

bitter heart

now i'm realize something that could be hurt for u man..

now i'm stilll calculating how to express my love to u..

half of my heart said that.. yes,, i wanna be with u..

half of my heart said.. no,, i dont wanna be with u..

u a great,,nicee man that i never found and know for whole of my entire life..

but the pass still haunting me..

the memories please go away.. 

i'm tired of this.. 

i want to be love and  love another man..

i want to be happy with other man..

somebody please give me your hand for help me..

somebody please help me out of this messy things..

i'm still running..

still running for find a new love.. 

i'm runnig of something..

this is why i"m running of something..

i"m afraid to fall in love again..

I"m afraid to be with anyone else..

I"m afraid  to be with any guy..

I"m just to be with myself.

I'm afraid of everything..

please go far away from me

don't disturb me..

I'm just happy with myself rite now..

all memories.. please go....

i does not know how to describe my feeling..

there is someone waiting for my love towards him..

yes,, i love him but on the other side..

i am still running for fall in love again..

afraid of everything..

the memories will come back again..