kau istimewa... :)

Tiada puisi atau lagu
Tiada potret tiada ragu
Yang dapat ku ilham seindahmu
Nyata kau satu dalam berjuta
Wahai sharir kau istimewa

Walau ku kembara sedunia
Walau ketemu ramai lelaki
Nyata kau tiada tandingannya
Seikhlas hati aku menyinta
Kau istimewa, teristimewa 
Daku berikrar 
Wahai maharajaku 
Bina mahligai syahdu 
Hanya engkau dan aku di situ 

Tiada mimpi atau fantasi 
Tiada rasa lebih berseri 
Semekar murni hatimu sayang 
Siang dan malam, aku terbayang 
Kau istimewa, buat ku tenang 
Ingin ku bawa kau ke awana
Ingin memadu kasih asmara
Sepanjang hayatku curah cinta
Sebenar-benar ucapan kata
Kau istimewa oh! Percayalah
Ku perlu cinta dari mu sharir nan istimewa
Beriku cintamu nan istimewa

p/s: nie lirik lagu istimewa indigo.. i change a little bit.. i just can potrayed everything through this lyric coz i feel u so special b!

u are the one who i wanna running of together b.. :)

love all this song.. :)

first song him give to me when we not yet be together.. 

then other song he give to me when we already together

then.. something happen.. everyday i heard this song

then now we are together back.. all this song he sang for me when we were skype.. :)

gosh! he just made me more in love with him.. i still remember ur smile and ur face when u sang these songs to me b.. ilysm.. :)

i'll be there if u wanna me be there for u.. :)

i am afraid of something..

i'm afraid that i might lost of u again..
i'm afraid that i cant made u happy
i'm afraid that she will take u from me again
i'm afraid that we will be apart
i'm afraid that i could live without u
i'm afraid that i cant fulfill all my promises to u
i'm afraid that everything between us will be end like that
i'm afraid that u will leave me alone
there is something that i wanna u be by my side
i need u to be more stronger so i can  face everything
i hope everything between us will never end like that
every single of ur smile made me feel happy
every single of ur words i still remember
i dont know why
but i'm really afraid that i might lost u againn...

sebab ape kite suke b?

kite suke b sbb b baik
kite suke b sbb b penyayang
kite suke b sbb syg kite
kite suke b sbb b putih gebu
kite suke b sbb mcm cina
kite suke b sbb mate b sepet
kite suke b sbb b kurus
kite suke b sbb b hot
kite suke b sbb kite leyh jd diri kite sndiri
kite suke b sbb b suke bce blog kite
kite suke b sbb kite slalu skype
kite suke b sbb bler rmbut b pnjg b hensem
kite suke b ble b buat rmbut mcm org innocent,cute sgt
kite suke b sbb b cute suke pink
kite suke b sbb b teman kite buka jhit operation
kite suke b sbb b bg kite kate smgt slalu
kite suke b sbb b jeles dgn tochiba kalau kite asyik pegang2  web cam mase  skype
kite suke b sbb b nyanyi an kite lagu mase skype
kite suke b sbb b slalu buat kite gelak
kite suke b sbb b suke buat kite tersenyum
kite suke b sbb b romantik
kite suke b sbb b ckp kite da plaster aty b
kite suke b sbb b slalu ckp love u and miss u at the end of the phone call and skype
kite suke b sbb b leyh jd gram sgt sbb rindu kan kite
kite suke b sbb b sanggup blek dr melaka nk jmpe kite kt jb
kite suke b sbb b slalu buat kite nges kebahagiaan
kite suke b sbb kite berdue da lalui sweetest memories
kite suke b sbb kite berdue da lalui perit pedih together
kite suke b ble b ckp b syg kite ssgt
kite suke b sbb ble b kiss dahi kite rase kasih syg dr b
kite suke b sbb ingt tarikh annversary,cpl blek and first time kite jmpe
kite suke b sbb b tawu beza an muke kite masa kite sdeyh and happy
kite suke b sbb b xbg kite pakai ketat2 and seksi
kite suke b sbb b xbg kite senyum smpai nmpk lesung pipit kite takot laki lain tergoda
kite suke b sbb kite boleh manja2 dgn b
kite suke b sbb b open minded
kite suke b sbb b nk jaga kite
kite suke b sbb b slalu risau an kite
kite suke b sbb flower girl and flower boy
kite suke b sbb diri b sndiri
kite suke b sbb b pnas aty kalau ad org usha kite
kite suke b sbb b xleyh lupakan kite
kite suke b sbb b suke buat super saver
kite suke b sbb b da mulakan hidup baru dgn kite
kite suke b sbb b syg kite sepenuh aty
kite suke b sbb b suruh kite berhenti smoke
kite suke b sbb damia tnye pasal b even baru skali jmpe
kite suke b sbb gigi b lawa
kite suke b sbb b my sayang
kite suke b sbb kite syg kn b ssgt
kite suke b sbb b boleh terima buruk dan baik kite
kite suke b sbb b ckp kite bukan mcm girl lain yg b pnh kenal
kite suke b smpai kite da xleyh nk type lagy
sbb kite trlampau syg and suke an b
ILYSM muhd sharir.. :)

kesabaran :)

manusia selalunya xnak sabar dengan ape yg jadi kt diri mereka.. setiap kesabaran tu msty ad balasan nyee..
contohnye,,penah rase saba menanti seseorang yg korg minat? pnh? mengharap org ue akan menjadi milik kite..
yup,, i have been through this situation. menanti dan berharap dye akn jd milik aq satu ary nty. mcm nie,, last year bulan pose,ad one of my fren nie.. he shows me one of his fren punye gmba..only one glance jek aq tgk.. tap! something inside my heart said that. aq nk knl dgn budak nie dgn lebeyh dkt.. kwn aq ckp la dye name sharir.. tp aq da knl an kt dye kt duyung..so.aq rase xpela.. myb he not meant to me la an..sbb si duyung nie pon slalu gak cite kt aq pasal satu budak nie name dye ari.. aq tnye kt dye knp pnggl dye ari.. dye ckp saje jek.. kalau akak aq tnye aq sape nie ari.. aq ckp la nie ira..sje jek trblek an name ira jdy ari..aq xtawu pulak ari yg dok dye cte nie si sharir nie.. so aq just look from far everything happens between  them. i just hope he and duyung nie akn kekal. i just wanna see he happy.. xtawu aa knp ad prasaan mcm ue..but deep inside my heart. i hope he will be mine.lpas ue,, dye break dgn duyung... dye ad gak cntct aq mase asasi second sem.. tp aq kurg berperasaan time ue.. then dye pon xteruskn usaha dye ue.. aq pon let him go. sbb aq rase. dye xsuke aq la ue an.. then dpt tawu dye cpl nan someone nie.. lame gak dye cpl dgn this girl.. so i just let him go again. and hope that he will be mine again one day. then,, lpas aq dpt taawu dye da break dgn that girl ue.. aq happy and try la nk knl dye. mule sbgai teman.. than kitaorg pon brcpl.. then enth mcm mane.. something happen between us.. pedih.. sbb i need to let him go about the third time.. that time i just pray that.. kalau dye milik aq,, dye akn dtg blek.. kalau x.. dye akn prgi trus.. aq sabar dgn sgalanye jdy.. mmg ssh nk lpas an org yg kite syg..akhirnye.. kesabaran aq trbalas.. dye kmbali pada aq.. aq bersyukur sgt doa dimakbulkan..
kini.. dye milik aq. xmungkin aq akn lepas kn dye buat kali keempat.. tak mungkin dan tk mungkin.. aq berharap segalanye akn stay always happy.. i hope that.. so kesimpulannya disini.. kite kene saba dgn ape yg jdy. kesabaran kite pasti akn diblas dgn sesuatu yg indah.. insyaAllah..:)

perfect two b... :)

with full of love sharir laling.. :)
miss u damn much already...
last friday is such a memorable day in my life.
i will never forget that day
and today also sayang
we need to wait another 2 weeks to meet up again.. :)
thanks b coz blek from melaka to jb sbb nk jmpe kite
i knew that u were tired
u done it for me and i really appreciate it syg
sorry for the 'ngilu' one ea b..haha.. :P
ilydm.. :)

thanks too u guys!!

thanks to my dearest mama and abah for always be by my side...

thanks to my three superawesome brothers : abg mie ,abg lem and abg zeli

thanks to my sisters-in-law : kak ieda and kak melly

thanks to my cute miut omey demok achu : shasha

thanks to my others family : mak wan,ibu,ayah,mak,ayah,

thanks to my handsome and beautiful cousins :- mok,babat,farah, ( we so close coz we grew up together )

                                                                     -  kak ila,along, kak reen,kak yati,nana,syamil,kak ekin     

thanks to my beloved boyfren that always cheer me up with ur love : sharir laling :)

thanks to my super duperb beshfwen since tadika : farah nina ishak.. :)

thanks to my beshtish : alya,botak,hanny,zera,tym,leman

thanks to you guys!! ilysm all of u

u guys are so important to me in my life

u guys are full of rainbow in my life

i'm so close with u guys..  

totally love u all..:)

ramadhan yg penuh berkah

jeng..jeng..bulan pose niee.. allah.. terlampau bnyk dugaan yg datang kt aq.. haisshh..itu la ini la.. saba jek..

apekah..lepas dye aq lepaskan utk bersama yg dye syg..dtg seseorg cube ketuk pintu hati niee..wahhhh..mcm nina ckp laa..ira nie pantang single..skjp jek ad yg masuk line..haha..entahla..ape yg ad pade diri aq pon xtawu..aq bersyukur cukup sifat..alhamdulilah..hm pneng nk bce an.. aq name an si baru nie mr.A..A dtg saat aq betul2 tgh down,kecewe dgn si dye..A cube ketuk2 pintu hati nie..mcm ad sesuatu yg menghalang aq utk membenarkan A masok dlm aty niee..sumpah,,demi allah haty nie masih milik si dye,, aq berharap dan berdoa si dye akn dtg balik pada ku. doa aq termakbul.. si dye sudah break dgn minah ue..hehe..jahat jugek ea aq doa mcm ue..haha.. xpelaa.. aq xsnggup tgk dye sket dgn minah ue.. minah ue sndiri ckp dye xleyh bahagia an si dye..tp aq xckp dgn si dye pon..sbb aq tawu si dye syg gyle gaban kt minah ue.. sbb ue dye pilih si dye berbanding diri ku ini.. bercerita pulak tentang A,,A nie baru sahaja beberapa hari aq kenal dye..exactly mamat nie classmate skwla rnda aq.. tidak kuu tahu dye menanti aq 8 taun.. mule2 aq ingt itu hanya la main2 dr dye kt fesbuk wall aq ue.. owh skali betul setelah ku berikan num phone..dan dye mengatakan.. dye mmg suke kt aq.. aq dan dye skrg sdg mengenal hati budi..cehh ayat..ayt novel an.. hahahaha.. lps ue baru aa kitaorg nk declare cpl or just fren...so matang aq rase tahap niiiiiee..skrg.. aq hanya nk mengenali hati kedue2nye.. adekah si dye betul2 nk kt aq.. begitu jugak dgn A.. apekah makne aq pd dorg? pentingkah aq pade diri dorg?apekah benefit yg dorg dpt kalau cpl nan aq? ape yg dorg pandang kt aq? ape istimewa aq niee?adekah dpt menerima buruk diri aq nie? dpt trima aq seikhlasnye? soalan2 nie bermain2 di fikiran aq..

ketika ini lagu kisah dongeng stacy bermain2 kt telinga aq niee..haha..

nah2.. kalau korg nk dgr jugekkk..

 

lirik niee adalah permintaan aq.. xlebeyh dr ue aq mnx dari nieeee.. :)

gigi ku... :)

hey.. korang penah kene minor surgery for korang punye teeth? xpnh an..mase ary selase ary ue aq kene bedah untuk gigi.. sbb ape? sbb gg aq kene infection kt urat ue.. ad gigi yang patah xhabis kt garaham ue. dentist aq ckp myb mase aq accident mase maen netball a few years later that why dye xpatah habis,, then ad gigi bongsu nk kuar kt tmpt yg patah separuh ue xleyh nk kuar.. complicated betul gigi aq nie an.. tp aq syg kt gigi aq nie sume..yg aq pelik an..mcm mane time aq accident kpale dgn player ue,,dye xde pape..kepala apekah player ue..? aq yg seriously injured..gigi masok kedalam nan patah xhabis.. never mind laa.. haa,,cite pasal minor surgery nie..mule-mule nk masok bilik dentist ue..seram sejuk.. muke aq sumpah pucat.. mama ad nan aq time ue..alhamdulilah rase ok skit..bile name aq kene sebut jek nan assistant dentist ue.. kaki aq melangkah lemah longlai..mcm nk merangkak pon ad..nk tawu x first skali dentist ue ckp mase aq salam dgn dye..
"hye,,lawa cardigan u syg,,where u bought it? sy xpnh jumpe cardigan yg bercorak macam nie"
dlm aty aq time ue dentist nie bergurau betul tnye pasal cardigan pulak..da la org tgh takot nk kene surgery..
after talking nan dentist ue about my cardigan yg dye suke ue.. dye pon amek jarum bius...pehh sket nye terase mase kene bius uee.. lpas ue ok daa.. xrase pape.. aq tgk alat2 dye gune ue mcm gerudi pon ad gak.. bnd alah yg mcm gerudi dye gune ue.. bile dye kene an dkt gigi a..berasap weyh..keluar asap dari gigi.. haha..
then lpas ue darah kuar bnyk smpai kene muke aq skit..mcm2 laaa.. nk keluar an gigi aq jek hmpir stgh jam..
then alhamdulilah..brjaye kuar jugek gg yg kene infection ue and gigi bongsu yg tertanam kt graham ue..
part pling best,dye jhit la an after bedah ue..aq tgk dye jahit..mcm jahit manik kt tudung jek an. ngilu kot maae dye jahit ue. 45 mimutes.done..aq da siap kene surgery and jahit skali laa..
until today after surgery uee.. aq xleyh ckp,bengkak kt tmpt surgery,pling xbest susah nk mkn.even telan air pon rse sketnyee..so mkn sup campbell sahaja laaa..i'm just imagine,,if he with me rite now.. aq msty lagy happy and rse kurang la sikit sket..stiap ary since that day..aq tunggu phone cll or text from him..konon la an nk move on sgt.. take slowly..like what leman told me.."dun let go,keep it as treasure.its ur woderfull moment.when u're ready enough it will leave on its own or it'll keep as ur sweet memories"
bercerita pasal gigi niee... dye ckp la gigi aq chipmunk bukan gigi rabbit.. jeles la toe an xde gigi unik mcm gigi aq niee..awk,,sy tersangat la rindu an awk.. haaa.. kalau awk tgh bce post nie..awk rindu kite la ue an..
tipu mandul...sy nk awk tawu.. kalau awk rindu sy.. sy lagy rindu awk.. text la sy just said u miss me..
that all.. nie akn buat hidup sy riang ria..mcm riang ria adilfitri ue taw.. awk hilang terus mcm ue..agy perit nk lupe an awk mcm mane perit nye xleyh telan air beberapa ary nie.. opss.. sorry..terjiwang kjap..dentist ue ad bg gigi aq ue bwak blek umah nk tanam..lepas ue an gigi hilang nth kemane after abah tgk dan gelak2 kan..
aq tnye abah mane pegi gigi ira abah? abah ckp xtawu la.. aq da carik satu umah xjumpe gigi uee..abah ckp gigi ue ad kot syg..that why dye hilang..tdy abah tell me the truth..excatly ira,,abah da tanam ur teeth.. haishh abah ku ini..satu umah org crik dgn mama kt umah..aq siap panggil gigi ue.. jgn maen hide and seek..abh da tanam upenyee.. thanks la abh coz da tanam my teeth,,love u abah n mama.. :)
so,,conclusion disinii.. jage la gigi anda.. jangan biar kan gigi anda accident ketika bersukan dan sayangi gigi anda.. :)

i move on slowly through this song..:)

Here I am again, doing things I said that I wouldn't doSo get off your knees, your words don't mean anything
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/bruno_mars/only_when_youre_lonely.html ]
After all the things you put me through, ooh still I come right back
But now I know the truth, I can finally see
You only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely

Oh, nothing's ever changing, decisions you can't make it
You just think of yourself and never me at all
If you're with your friends, you just string me along
But I won't allow it anymore, so it's time for me to move on

It's 3AM and I'm rushing out the door to see you
Waiting, all day, but now you wanna call me
Why do you do this to me all the time?

After all the things you put me through, still I come right back
But now I know the truth, I can finally see
You only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely

Had me fooled from the start and I quickly gave my heart
Cause I loved you, loved you, loved you
But this is what happens when you're a lonely girl with no one to turnNow I'm stronger, don't need you any longer

Cause I can finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely

I can finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely

keep on running

awk, jgn risau, jgn  kusut, jgn sedeyh,
sy tawu ape yg awk buat sume nie hanya untuk dye bahagia
awk, kite tawu.. jauh dlm aty awk ad sy jugek
awk jgn risau.. sy akn terus berlari jauh untuk lupa an sume ni
sy xkan gnggu awk sepertimana yg awk nak
wlwpon berat untuk sy lakukan tp sy kene kuat
sy kene kuat untuk awk trus bahagia
sy kene kuat untuk awk hilang kusut ue
awk akn slalu tawu pasal sy dr kwn awk
mungkin bahagia untuk sy bukan sekarang
ad bahagia pada hari lain..
sy akn terus berdoa agar awk terus bahagia
mmg hati sy kecewe,remuk,hancur berderai ble nie sume jd
tp ni la dugaan hidup sy skrg yg harus sy lalui
sy tawu syg kan seorang ue xharus sy miliki
melihat dan mendengar kebahagiaan dye
da cukup untuk buat sy rase bahagia
msih ad ruang utk awk dalam hati nie
mmg kwn sy suruh sy benci an awk
sy cube,, tp xboleh,,nth la xtawu knp
awk jgn trus rase bersalah..
sy cume ingin an kebahagiaan untuk awk
terima kasih awk utk bahagia sekejap yg awk bg
terima kasih awk mengajar sy jd lebih matang dlm hidup dan berfikir
andai jodoh kite bersama agy, pintu aty sy sentiase trbuka untuk awk..
dye lebih memerlu an awk berbanding sy
sy sedar sume niee
sy lepas an awk sejak hari kite berjumpe
sy mnx maaf sbb xlihat muka awk buat kali terakhir
sy xkuat mase ue
sy xnk menanges depan awk.
sy tawu kalau sy menanges itu akan beban awk

selamat tinggal awk..semoga awk bahagia dengan dye
i need to be more stronger than now for ur happiness

hard to say it but easy to write it on

Come now inside my heart, You're telling me about love
I pray that this isn't a dream
My heart keeps telling me that i shouldn't let go of you
and that i should be greedy.. it's saying stuff that's stupid
Your love that came accidently.. it wasn't strange at all
But I didn't know that our promised relationship/fate/destiny would become love.
Sometime later, I have to send you away.. but I don't have the confidence to do that
You found the place that I was alone at.. Now you're gonna go back
I knew it was going to happen, but why does my heart hurt
Now you're gonna go back to your place because you found the love you wanted
I have to send you, a happy/bliss person, away with a smile
You tell me about Love while lookin into my eyes, but it's a lightly passing by (small/grazing) love
I'm so happy right now, it's like i'm dreaming a dream
Now you know that from the beginning we were in love
You found the place that I was alone at.. Now you're gonna go back
I knew it was going to happen, but why does my heart hurt
Now you're gonna go back to your place because you found the love you wanted
I need to send you, a happy/bliss person, away with a smile
Can't you give me your love, Can you really not/Is it Impossible?
But now I love you so much...
i need to let you go with a full of smile eventhough it hurt me badly till i hard to breathe out you away
i try to fill up my love inside ur heart but u are not allowed it to pass through
cause i knew that i'm just a milk for u
i accept everything bout u
but u not consider it at all
because there is voices out there telling u that i'm not just a good enough for u
if u allowed me to fill up ur heart i will made it ur heart full of rainbow with all my love for u
now,i'm alone again with our memories inside my brain and heart
i'm just speechless when u tell me everything.
now i'm realize being a coke is better than being a milk
i tried my best to hate u
but it made my heart more hurt
easy for me is just remain silent and see everything between u and her
my heart is always open for u to come again
i will ensure that u will have a wonderful day with me everyday..
but it just my dream..i will let you go
i can take care of myself'
i can behave myself
i hope there is sunshine for me
i hope there is someone can running of with me together
i heard this song every nite since that day