IF YOU ARE NOT THE ONE

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know whatthe future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

meet up :)

yeah! i meet up with u back sayang after 2 months we being apart is so awesome sweetheart..
i can see u smile. ur laugh and everything.. everything i missed when i'm in kedah we do it again sayang..
b,, u are so romantic.. i remember everything single those words u said to me, every single thing we done together sayang..b,, thanks for the star,shirt,ur spectacles that u love the most.. thanks for the crystal that inside wrote i love u.. and everythinglaa sayang.. i'm so happy b.. really happy.. i think u can see through my face that i'm really happy with u.. spent my times together.. listen u sang a song when we walked around larkin.. u hold my hand tightly and don't want to let go.. i feel so in love with u b.. we share everything together sayang..
b,, ingt x.. kite jln kt danga bay,, xlarat nak naik bukit even though bukit tu xtinggi pon.. kite makan steamboat 2 hari berturut2,, haha.. first kite mkn just two of us.. then kite mkn with abah n mama syg.. i never asked any of my bf to eat together with my parents..it just u b! only u i asked together with my parents.. i wanna to make sure that my parents knew that,, u can take care of me.. especially my abah.. then.. the saddest part sayang.. syg anta b kt larkin.. sdeyh sgt.. syg xpnh hanta bf syg blik.. this is my first tme doing that. sedeyh sgt sweetheart.. i'm try my best xnanges dpn b.. cause i knew that,, of i'm crying in front of u.. lagy berat haty b nk tgglkan syg kt situ.. nth2 b terus tuka tiket balek esok.. heee.. i hope b u happy with me.. i'm really happy that i could spent my days and times with  my sweetheart.. u are too awesome bf that i never had entire of my life...  u have asked me that i wanna beur wife and be 'ibu' for ur sons? the answer i do sayang.. but i wanna have a daughter too taw..now,, we have been apart again b.. next month i will back to johor bahru again.. sorry during ur semester break i couldnt have time to be in johor bahru.. :(
ilysm b.. really love u.. thanks for loving me sweetheart.. :)

another raya.. :)

dear my lovely boyfren muhd sharir...
it just our another raya together..
thanks for be with me..
thanks taw sweetheart blek dari melaka terus dtg jmpe syg
syg tawu b pnt tp b still dtg jmpe syg after 2 months kite xjmpe kan
it great to see ur smile,laugh,and everything..
it great to see u are so happy see me
it great to know that u really miss me sayang
sayang,, distance is not the reason that our love will ruin,, but it become more stronger from days to days..
i love u so much b.. :)
my heart is full with ur love sayang..
u are the reason why i become more stronger from days to days..
u are the reason for everything..
this because u love me sayang..