moment

there is a moment once i need you to be with me
when i felt so down
when i felt really need u
but u cant  be there sayang
it hurt me a lot
deep inside me there is a pain that i cant describe with words, only me can felt that
yes, i knew u rite now have fun with ur friends
that why i rather be down alone
i doesnt want to speak anything
i think the last message that i text u is already known by u how much that i need u that time and rite now
i wish that u rite now with me, listen i.m crying and tell u how much i felt down with my self'
give me some motivation words can made through tomorrow test
give me some smile
wipe me tears
made me confident with myself.
yes, i knew that. it just my wish for moment i need u. really need u. :'(
i'm waiting for ur calls or even a text from u until now.
but.. it another my wish. wish that cant be fulfill....................................................................................

rinduuu nak dating!

thanks sayang

sayang.. thanks that always by my side whenever i need u
thanks for be such a great boyfren ever
thanks for never left me alone
thanks for every single those care,love that u gave to me
i'll always keep that inside my heart and my mind
thanks for always take care of our rlntship
sayang.. u are the one who gave me strong and everything
every time i see ur face or imagine ur face,ur smile and everything about u i get a new spirit..
yes sayang,, i'm know that i'm not the one can give ur spirit
but. i just wanna let u know that i always by ur side to listen and share everything sayang
we are in love together but on the same time  we are bestfren
dear sayang, thanks for always loving me
dear sayang, please keep my heart that u hold carefully
never let it down,
never left it alone
sayang,i'm knew that i'm not pretty enough
i hop u wont regret it to have me as ur gf
sorry sayang because always bother in ur life
soory sayang because i'm always want u by my side
sorry sayang because i;m always cry
i;m knew that u sick of and sometimes fuck of when i;m crying
that the only way i can reduce my pain inside my heart
i'm sorry sayang that i'm always need u
i'm sorry sayang if sometimes my words hurt u
sayang,our ring,our pictures,our memories help me through my days
sayang.. soory if sometimes i made u bored
sayang.. sorry that i'm always sick lately
sayang,, sorry because i'm made u worried about me

u are the only one in my heart <3

i love u muhd sharir

dear Allah

ya Allah please help soften his heart To accept me as i am 
Because I am not willing 
Because I am not able to Live without him by my side
ya Allah I know i have a lot of sin
Only remember You when i'm in grief
But only You are capable to open and unlock The door of his heart to accept my love
Night please bring my thought To him that is far from me
To ensure he is not lonely
Always feel this sense of great love
Rain please bring my tears For him
to know im in pain 
Without his love in my heart
dear Allah
thanks for meet up me and him
thanks gave me knew such a wonderful and great man in my life
i hope he is my future hubby,my father of my children
Aminnn




sayang.. everything i'm done mostly is because of u by my side
sayang.. i'm knew that i'm not perfect to made u always happpy
sayang.. please don't walk away from me
sayang.. thanks for everything
sayang.. only u in my heart,mind
sayang.. ilysm.imysm