damn.. just a few days kt sini da rase mcm bertaun.. sume ssh.. ya allah inikah dugaan kt sini..
mkn ssh,,transport..bayangkan la weekend nak mkn lunch pon ssh..mlm boleh katakan makan bnd same..
mlm nie mkn nasik goreng ayam lepas ue char kuey tiaw..loss of weight suddenly..seriously.. xkn la hari2 nak mkn maggi..sekarang serious mmg aq tgh nanges..meratapi hidup kt sini.. 6 bulan nak bertahan.. kalau ad kete or moto..much easier our life kt sini.. skrg kol 1.42 pm.. and aq still xmkn lunch.. nak mkn maggi? hm xde slere... nak keluar carik kedai mkn xde.. bayangkan laa.. nk kene g kedai mkn pon kene naik cab.. people easy to say anything..but they doesnt know my condition here.. seriously,, i miss home soo much.. :'(
tgk org blek umah cuty weekend.. sedeyh jek.. untongggllaaa korang umah dekat boleh blek.. yg aq niee? jb ke kedah.. 12 hours.. tgk housemate aq parents dorg dtg tgk dorg pon aq sedeyh.. some of them dpt jmpe bf dorg pon aq sedeyh..this is life.. in this week.every night aq nges.. but in front of my housemate i show them i'm okay.. every day mama and skype..cll.. aq pretend aq happy.. but the true is i'm not okay here..now..housemate aq sume kuar.. and i'm alone.. with myself.. at the end of this house.. crying alone and wish them come home early...
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